That's the trick right? Find someone who knows what to do then copy their skills, or at least try.
Yes Cliff, none of us are born with these skills.
Watch and learn from those who have learned, and if you have enough interest, and you practice and continue to consult with those who teach, one day soon a young person will come to you and ask; how do I...
You may not feel as if you've done "much", but what you've done shows you're trying hard to do it right, with no short cuts, and that deserves recognition!
Rob
Waiting for "someday" will leave you on your deathbed wondering why you didn't just rearrange your priorities and enjoy the time you had, instead of waiting for a "better" time to come along...