by steve smoot » Fri Sep 17, 2010 5:50 am
Hi Forrest,
Glad to hear you are doing better.
I know we are not suppose to get into a religious thing here, but I can not help myself. I have always had those questions of doubt, even since I was a child. Well, 20 years ago my dad died and I felt lost. He and I had not been that close. Dad always told me what I should do, never accepting what I had accomplished.
I turned to my wife's church. I met with the pastor, and he used all his best stories to help get me through tough times. I wound up doing what so many others do, I joined the church and really became involved. It felt good for several years. The pastor and I became friends. Come to find out, he was a recovering alcoholic. He had gotten into the communion wine a bit much. I found out they are just like us.This fellow was a natural. You would believe he could walk on water.
20 years later I still have the problems of my past with respect to organized religion. I have read a lot about the origins of religion and it's not a pretty site. Most all blood shed in our history is directly related to one religious group or another.
Okay, I'll shut up, sorry I high jacked your thread.
I am not a complete idiot, some parts are missing...