"I" feel fer ya Kirk...but alas, there is NO helpin ya now... you seem to have it BAD ! All we can do is reminisce about when WE were that bad off and try to steer ya in the right direction..
Hey canno, I was at walmart over the weekend and I saw the Mini Coleman lantern string lights. I did want them. I didnt pull the trigger but when I figure out where to put them I will get them. They are very cool.