Thank you all for your kind words on the loss of my shepherd. It made me feel more sane.
Well we went to an animal shelter where I had made sure they had nothing I was interested in,, just to play.
We saw a lab dane mix that I really wasn't interested in. But my husband was down on all fours petting this dog who was very calm for a 7 month old pup. Well I knew our other dog wouldn't like him but she was ok so the next day I had my son and his family meet the dog, wanted to see how he was with my grandkids. When he laid on the floor next to my two year old grandaughter calm as can be what was I to do?
So we now have an 80 lb 7 month old pup who is still growing and me with a 4 x 8 tear,,, think I need a side tent.