Well todays weekend update smacks more of a confession.
I didn't do diddly !
Grey days and no sunshine ,I sat alone Friday and most of Saturday and simply had a pity party. I am gonna miss this house. A home I have rebuilt, rewired, replumbed,reroofed,resided, and remodeled. There is a lot of me here and I feel as if I am turning my back on an old friend. Yet I know that this old friend is clinging onto my neck (and my checkbook) and about to drowned us both. I am removing a few cabinets to reuse in the caboose (don't tell the bank) and as I take them down the memories flood at me as to how hard we worked adding on our 14 x 20 kitchen. (Wow ! thats 80 square feet more than my caboose)
I know I am right and I know I am being proactive not waiting until bad times land hard but there is too much stuff. I have given away cast iron, a pickup trailer with tool boxes and topper, Rv furnaces , cook tops, rv waterheaters, rv flip up tables and on and on.
Much of the furniture went with the ex some already gone some still waiting on the enclosed front porch to leave. I am working full time still and this leaves little time to organize. Everywhere I look there is stuff. Stuff in the attic ,stuff in the garage and outbuildings, stuffed closets full of stuff. I could work 10 hours a day for a month and never even touch everything. There is 20 years plus here and the tons of stuff from up to 35 years ago we trucked in. And here I set like a deer frozen in headlights doing little to get on with life.
Furniture and dishware are of no consequence to me but the tools and even the junk. Well you know what I mean "the GOOD junk " is going to be the hardest to weed thru. My 4 trailer builds were mostly GOOD junk. The caboose build is proving to be more of the same , lots and lots of GOOD junk coming together to make my new little home. I will pick at this problem this winter and attempt to pare down so that by spring I will be able to downsize into the caboose but I wonder if I am just delaying as a form of coaping with the seperation. Oh well just the weekend update as usual except all I did was attend a pity party.
